:\ i'm really sorry! if i can't understand, please tell, but sometimes things like this just need a little bit of time for reflection, letting out, and realizing your respective "place"... and as others have pointed out, maybe get stronger (this hopefully means a self-esteem boost or the like)
"The best thing about the future is that it only comes one day at a time." - Abraham Lincoln
That, and keeping busy of course.
Hope it gets better.
*hugs*
"v lubvi obeshaiut bol'she chem sposobni, a delaiut men'cshe chem mogut"
nu ni'chio v anglie, uveren kovo nibud' naidiosh, ne avstralia vsiozhe.
"I wish I was your lover
I wish that you were mine
Baby I've got this feeling
That I just can't hide"
Enrique - wish i was your lover!
i`m totally sorry for you